1 año

Hola angelito. Hoy es el aniversario del día que te dieron tus alitas. Tu papi y yo te extrañamos muchisimo. Sabemos que estas bien y que estas acompañado de tus primitas. Dime bebe, juegan mucho?

Vas a tener un hermanito/ita. Quieres ser su angel guardian tambien?

Pensamos en ti diario. También hablamos contigo seguido. Sabemos que te nos fuiste por una buena razon. Te fuiste para cuidarnos y para cuidar a tus primitas.

Te queremos mucho angelito. Gracias por todo.

El Ultimo Adios

Ayer te nos fuiste mi amor. Seras nuestro angelito para toda la vida. No llegamos a conocerte bien pero si llegamos a quererte con toda el alma. Cuidanos y iluminanos. Te queremos mucho bebe.

El dia de las Madres - Mama a hijo/a

As your daddy told you today is Mother’s Day. Not the U.S. celebrated one but the Mexican one. Tu abuelita Martha no esta para darte un abrazo y beso. She’s in Mexico visiting her mom. I miss her so much. When I was younger and up until recently your abuelita and I didn’t have a very good relationship. Now it couldn’t be better. She’s become my best friend. We’ve grown so close over the past 6 mos. I only hope that you and I are fortunate to have a great relationship your whole life. Sure there will be disagreements but I want us to be a united family like me & your Papi have. I love you baby.

El dia de las Madres - Papa a hijo/a

Hola m’ijo(a) sabes que te queremos mucho te queremos desde el primer dia que supimos que tu mami estaba embarazada. Aunque te dire la verdad estabamos asustados, a lo mejor porque éramos o somos primerizos. Eres nuestro primer, eres nuestra primer alegría. Sabes nos la hemos estado pasando medio carajo no creas pues tu mami que es la que esta soportando todo lo que el embarazo acarrea, me la cansas mucho, me la pones con mucho sueño. Bueno que te puedo decir ya con el tiempo y a su tiempo entenderás lo que tu mami tiene que hacer. Es muchísimo lo que hace por nosotros. M’ijo(a) es tan trabajadora, lo que no te puedes imaginar. Que aunque es tan fuerte como explicarte o no no no ya lo que quiero decirte de lo inteligente que es tu mamo. Nunca se le cierra el mundo siempre busca la manera de salir adelante. Siempre tiene en su mente el positivismo de superación. Sabes, gracias a ella a que siempre me esta apuchando, apoyando de que no me deja conformarme. Siento que tengo ganas demás. Nunca estoy en decir hasta aquí llego. Aunque batalle y me cueste trabajo conseguir algo creo que es gracias a ella y ahora también a ti m’ijo(a). Porque son mis amores, mi razón de ser, son mis ganas de vivir cada dia. Un día mas y mas y fíjate que hoy le diste sin estar su primer regalo de dia de las madres. Sabes que fue? Fueron unas flores esta preciosas dile Feliz día de las Madres mami. En este 10 de Mayo because we are Mexican’s ok.

Para ti Nuestro Primer Bebe

Our Love,

We found out you were on your way on March 20, 2005. What a surprise. I could not believe it was true. I took two tests then went to get another one because the two weren’t enough. I was in denial. Your dad was elated and tried to talk me into believing that it was true. So many things were running thru my mind. Fear mostly. I feared and still do that I will not be a good mom. The following day I stopped at the Rite Aid on my way home from work and bought another test. Making that 4 total. Again it was positive. You are definitely on your way.

The first person I told was your tia Jen. The only person I felt I could trust. She was also expecting Noah at the time. She tried talking me into the fact that it was true. I’m going to be a Mom.

Tuesday, March 22nd I stayed home with the stomach flu. I was scared because I didn’t know what to take and I couldn’t ask your grandma. I wanted to tell the family in a very special way. Your dad came home early to take care of me. We made our first doctor’s appointment and it was on March 24th. The first of several. We almost thought you weren’t really there but the Dr. finally confirmed he saw your little heart beating. You’ll be here on or around November 26th.

We told your Grandma & Grandpa Vidaña on March 24th. They thought it was a joke at first but after reassurance they were extremely happy. We later told your tio’s & tia’s who were also excited. Your Mama Maria & Papa Jose were also very excited to hear the news.

Your dad & I were the last ones in our families to get married & start a family. One of the many things your Papi & I have in common.

We’re now 10 weeks into the pregnancy and we’re so excited about you. We’re getting to know you & every day has been an exciting day to see what I feel next. So far I’ve just been exhausted. I don’t have energy to do anything. Tu pobre papa tiene que hacer todo. I hope you’ll know that you really will have the best dad in the world. He’s been the best husband & I know he’ll be the best dad. We’ve been married for about 6 mos. The best 6 mos. Of my life. I love you so much!!