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Just a chubby Mexican girl pushing 40 and trying to find a way to make my life a little more meaningful. I love to love and love to be loved. I'd like to teach the world to sing... Now Mommy of 4 angels. 1 in heaven and 3 on earth.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Para ti Nuestro Primer Bebe

Our Love,

We found out you were on your way on March 20, 2005. What a surprise. I could not believe it was true. I took two tests then went to get another one because the two weren’t enough. I was in denial. Your dad was elated and tried to talk me into believing that it was true. So many things were running thru my mind. Fear mostly. I feared and still do that I will not be a good mom. The following day I stopped at the Rite Aid on my way home from work and bought another test. Making that 4 total. Again it was positive. You are definitely on your way.

The first person I told was your tia Jen. The only person I felt I could trust. She was also expecting Noah at the time. She tried talking me into the fact that it was true. I’m going to be a Mom.

Tuesday, March 22nd I stayed home with the stomach flu. I was scared because I didn’t know what to take and I couldn’t ask your grandma. I wanted to tell the family in a very special way. Your dad came home early to take care of me. We made our first doctor’s appointment and it was on March 24th. The first of several. We almost thought you weren’t really there but the Dr. finally confirmed he saw your little heart beating. You’ll be here on or around November 26th.

We told your Grandma & Grandpa Vidaña on March 24th. They thought it was a joke at first but after reassurance they were extremely happy. We later told your tio’s & tia’s who were also excited. Your Mama Maria & Papa Jose were also very excited to hear the news.

Your dad & I were the last ones in our families to get married & start a family. One of the many things your Papi & I have in common.

We’re now 10 weeks into the pregnancy and we’re so excited about you. We’re getting to know you & every day has been an exciting day to see what I feel next. So far I’ve just been exhausted. I don’t have energy to do anything. Tu pobre papa tiene que hacer todo. I hope you’ll know that you really will have the best dad in the world. He’s been the best husband & I know he’ll be the best dad. We’ve been married for about 6 mos. The best 6 mos. Of my life. I love you so much!!

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